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Random thoughts.

Pictures of You by The last Goodnight

My Wish

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big 

Rascal Flatts

(Dedicated to a friend that could have been. Guess somethings are not meant to be but however you are, know that you're in my prayers.)

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

I must study more.
Gosh I sound like a nerd.
But its so true.
I really wanna know that every assignment, every quiz, every project I do has had my complete and utter blood and sweat in it to make it perfect(or close to atleast)
People say Psych is hard, and that holding on to a high GPA is hard.
Maybe I wanna be that person who proves them wrong.

I had a life-changing(sorta)moment a couple of weeks ago
Should have blogged about it but well, me being the lazy soul that I am
I'm doing this now
I was reminded of my love for writing and journalism.
My sister told me that day,
"Do you realise that all your life you prepared and worked towards being a journalist?"
And when I thought abt it, its true.
I was in Editorial board,
I became Chief Editor and the president
I went to SPH media camp
I interned at SPH.
I could go on.. bt all i remembered at that moment was the sheer joy i felt seeing my name in print, even if it was just a school magazine.
Why didn't I go into it?
Pretty simple...i was worried about the hours. The idea of having to wake up at 3am in the morning to catch a story worried me. Now I'm not so sure, I actually would like the excitement.
Why didn't i take mass comm?
Cuz i hate it? I prefer psych to mass comm any day

I printed out a job application to SPH and kept it safe in my folder. And take it out and see in once in awhile. I dunno, it just bugs me.

At the same time, I love psychology. It might not have been a lifelong dream like journalism but it is a dream nonetheless. I though by the time I got to uni I would have my life path settled, that someone I would know exactly what I want. Now I'm not that sure. I'm in love with 2 completely different paths in my life, but somehow that gives me a sense of excitement. I like that my life in uncertain for once

I've been the good one.
The one who had her plans laid out in front of her every step of the way
I knew exactly which roads to choose and how to go about them
Maybe going with the flow for now is a good thing
I don't want to look back at my life and think "What could have been"
So whether I end up being a journalist or a psychologist, I hope I choose it cuz its the right one for me.
That I do the things for me, not for money or status or because something is holding me back
But that I do it completely
For me.

I have to be a better girlfriend.
I feel like I haven't exactly been giving you the time you deserve
I really really REALLY hope you understand. 
I'm gonna try, to make more time for you, B 
and hopefully, spend more time with u, with school or without
I really need to find this balance
But i'll make it up to you
I swear:)

My wish by Rascal Flatts(OH GOSH I LOVE THIS SONG. ONE OF MY TOP 10 faves. Rascal Flatts have the most meaningful lyrics sometimes!)