Someday

Someday, I'm gonna write that book

Someday.

Ink and paper are sometimes passionate lovers, oftentimes brother and sister, and occasionally mortal enemies.  ~Terri Guillemets


Someday, I will understand by Britney Spears

But Happy Birthday

Happy birthday to the one and only SELENA PRIYA KUMARI!
P.S. It sucks that you have exams this week and we can't have a full on celeb but! we shall def have a good one next sat, so be prepared!:)

Ah sel, why you sweet!
"Aarthi's constant utterance of 'you are coming!' and wah she always helps me man. When I told her I couldn't understand the bidding system, she asked me to send her the information so that she can teach me!"

Lol, anyways missy, I just wanted to tell you I miss our gossip sessions!
I have to say a huge part of my inspiration as a psych major is you.
You always analyse things with me, and always have sound arguments with me that I have so much fun in a debate about things with you.
And YES, someday we shall work together!
And the person who tells it to my face when I'm wrong(esp in my relationship)
Never change ok! The world needs you EXACTLY the way you are.

Thanks for just being an amazing friend:)
I miss you! So i cannot wait to see you on deepavali and on your birthday celeb.
Trust me, you gonna love me(as if you already don't)
And by hook or by crook I'm dragging you on a trip together with me so get ready!

Wishing you the happiest 19th you can ever have(even though you're stuck doing multiple papers)
LOVE YOU !
-Happy birthday by Click Five-

Hung up on your wall for the world to see

Random thoughts.

Pictures of You by The last Goodnight

My Wish

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big 

Rascal Flatts

(Dedicated to a friend that could have been. Guess somethings are not meant to be but however you are, know that you're in my prayers.)

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

I must study more.
Gosh I sound like a nerd.
But its so true.
I really wanna know that every assignment, every quiz, every project I do has had my complete and utter blood and sweat in it to make it perfect(or close to atleast)
People say Psych is hard, and that holding on to a high GPA is hard.
Maybe I wanna be that person who proves them wrong.

I had a life-changing(sorta)moment a couple of weeks ago
Should have blogged about it but well, me being the lazy soul that I am
I'm doing this now
I was reminded of my love for writing and journalism.
My sister told me that day,
"Do you realise that all your life you prepared and worked towards being a journalist?"
And when I thought abt it, its true.
I was in Editorial board,
I became Chief Editor and the president
I went to SPH media camp
I interned at SPH.
I could go on.. bt all i remembered at that moment was the sheer joy i felt seeing my name in print, even if it was just a school magazine.
Why didn't I go into it?
Pretty simple...i was worried about the hours. The idea of having to wake up at 3am in the morning to catch a story worried me. Now I'm not so sure, I actually would like the excitement.
Why didn't i take mass comm?
Cuz i hate it? I prefer psych to mass comm any day

I printed out a job application to SPH and kept it safe in my folder. And take it out and see in once in awhile. I dunno, it just bugs me.

At the same time, I love psychology. It might not have been a lifelong dream like journalism but it is a dream nonetheless. I though by the time I got to uni I would have my life path settled, that someone I would know exactly what I want. Now I'm not that sure. I'm in love with 2 completely different paths in my life, but somehow that gives me a sense of excitement. I like that my life in uncertain for once

I've been the good one.
The one who had her plans laid out in front of her every step of the way
I knew exactly which roads to choose and how to go about them
Maybe going with the flow for now is a good thing
I don't want to look back at my life and think "What could have been"
So whether I end up being a journalist or a psychologist, I hope I choose it cuz its the right one for me.
That I do the things for me, not for money or status or because something is holding me back
But that I do it completely
For me.

I have to be a better girlfriend.
I feel like I haven't exactly been giving you the time you deserve
I really really REALLY hope you understand. 
I'm gonna try, to make more time for you, B 
and hopefully, spend more time with u, with school or without
I really need to find this balance
But i'll make it up to you
I swear:)

My wish by Rascal Flatts(OH GOSH I LOVE THIS SONG. ONE OF MY TOP 10 faves. Rascal Flatts have the most meaningful lyrics sometimes!)

I really miss that girl

Ah the days when I could talk to you for hours about nothing but crap
I miss our sleepovers full of stories
Which one of us ends up sleeping even before the story ends
I miss that no matter what I had to say you never judged
And I miss our shopping times! How we were so incredibly different in our taste
but loved that we could pair each other so well
I miss the way you motivated me in J1 when I panicked about promos
I miss hanging out with you
Miss you tons babe,
Hope you get home soon!!
<3 you!

-She's gone by Steelheart-

You Can Be My Bad Boy, But Understand

Why in the world does EVERY girl fall for a bad boy at some point in her life?
Maybe I can't say every since I don't know the whole world but it really does feel that way
The one person whose completely opposite from the kind of person you wanna be with.
Probably one who swears, smokes, drinks, talks down about girls or something along those lines
The kind who sits around like a loner who gives that air of mystery
I think TV itself has proved it. I mean, I know its fiction but still its based highly on the fact that the writers probably get the idea from real life

I mean come on, even on Girlmore Girls(long ended good series though) Rory ends up with the good, old sweet-natured, well liked Dean who treats her incredibly well.

Then ruins it all by falling for Jess(below), the "bad boy" of Stars Hollow. No why? I don't get it.

I guess its the same with Glee as well. Good natured, sweet Finn in contrast to the bully, stud, Puck.






Every girl falls for that bad boy
Why that no one understands.
Maybe its the difference, the fresh perspective on life
Far from the one you're use to
But you don't take home the bad boy
You flirt or talk to him, just get to know him, know what makes him tick
You take home the good guy; the safe, reliant one who would take care of you in the worst of times.

- Bad Boy by Cascada -

Call It Education

Had the first day of my many many long days in NTU today
Was pretty cool I had to admit.
The free stuff?? JEEZ where do they get all the money from...
The acting chair and the provosts, they were hilarious and absolutely intelligent guys.
Man, i already respect them immensely before they teach me anything.
A couple of lessons and wise words i took from today
"The only stupid question is a question not asked." I really liked that line by Prof Bertil Andersson
One hilarious fella: "You can fail whatever subject you want but you must get a distinction in dating"

There was one speaker too. Honestly can't rmb his name:
"Do not think for a second that this is school. The best graduates are the noisiest, the ones who ask the most questions and the ones who bother to ask the extremely basic question. I teach Aerospace Engineering and I had a student once who came to class and once said: Prof, I know i chose this course but what in the world is Aerospace? It was a question that many cringed when he asked. I however, shook his hand and said he may have juz asked the best question"

I think I made the right choice. Hearing the words of seniors and the reactions of others when they hear my major may have made me doubt my choice at one point or another but there's one thing i'm certain about: that nothing intrigues more than this subject. I love how the myths of psychology the public believes are trashed and torn apart here. Psychology isn't about reading minds, making people listen or pure conjecture. It is the contempory study of one's pure being. Feel, understand, make sense of, QUESTION every nature, every little bit of detail: the differences in the way we react to situations. It is the biological bases of behaviour, sensation and perception, memory, thought and language, social behaviour, intelligence, motivation, learning, personality and development that all comprises the study of psychology. I knew I liked it, I just never knew I was beginning to get extremely enlightened. And yes, I've been warned about the nature of the study. That there will days where memorising the entire text would be the only way to pass. Or that no matter what you write your essay fails. Or that no matter how much you break your head, you would never be able to come up with a perfectly good answer to a question that the Prof couldn't contradict. 

But there wasn't a time where I opened a textbook even before school started and tried to read through a whole chapter.

Ah the things I can learn from this course and the people who teach it. Sky's the limit. I've never been so interested to learn so much; guess it definitely makes the difference when you're doing what you love. I finally made up my mind on my electives: ACTING AND REPRESENTATION IN THEATRE AND FILM & INTRODUCTION TO MAGICAL REALISM.
My 4 day week no longer exists but i'm ok with that. I would have a 5 day week to study what i get to do. Pretty excited, classes start next week. 

-Education by Modest Mouse-

Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life

 Maxi died today, of a heart attack.
Denise just told me.
Denise my dear, my heart goes out to you.


When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.  ~Kahlil Gibran


It wasn't her time. We all knew that
I really wish there was sth I could do to help you
Cuz i know you muz be hurting inside.
I really wish I could tell you everything is going to be ok, but I know you will figure that out
on your own
There are times we wanna hold on so tight to the ones we love because we're afraid they'll leave
Hang on to her memories, and the fact that she always and will always be your best friend.
She was more than a friend, a partner. You love her with all your heart
Even calling her your "first baby"(and  yes that i was second..)
Her memory will stay with u for all eternity, 
her warmth and love never faltering. 
I know it might not seem like that now
But things will get better
Just know that she loved you as much as you did her.
She couldn't have asked for a better person taking care of her 
R.I.P Maxi.
We love you...


-How do I live by LeAnn Rimes-

But what it is, is something true

Stevie Wonder +  a cold night + Starbucks frappe = pure BLISS!
One of my all time favourites!



Going for NTU's internship fair tml.
Might be good to check this all out now before I struggle with it in year 3
And prob take a trip down, to see the peeps. Miss em' loads.

Bidding day.
Got one of what I wanted.
The other one. Eh, lets juz say could have chosen a better one.
Introduction to Magic Realism and Human Factors in Design

I'm craving a starbucks frappe!


-I just called to say I love you by Stevie Wonder-

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I don't know why I'm suddenly missing you.

I got reminded about all this past stories about friendships when I was talking to S

I told him that we need to stop thinking abt the bad things in the friendships and focus on the good to move on

So that we don't harbour any hate. I don't hate you. But talking about the good times made me miss you

You gave me random gifts juz cuz you felt like it

You were the only person I could tell that I was falling for a guy

You were the one who cried when I injured myself, even when I didn't

You held my hand and allowed me to squeeze it tight whenever the pain got too much to bear

You were the one who rode in the ambulance with me and told me funny things so that I would take my mind off the pain.

You were the one who stayed over and helped me get up the stairs

You liked to dance. But you weren't really passionate about it

But you knew I was. And that made u support me all the way.

You were there for everyone of my dance performances, even when we weren't speaking

Because you knew it was the biggest contest of my life

You were the only one who didn't say "Its just a competition"when I cried when we got silver

You were the only one me and Sel complained about, only becuz we didn't dare admit that we missed u

You leaving my 18th birthday was the only thing that stood out in my mind despite all the good things that happened that day

You're the only one I bother ranting abt on the blog about so many times

Because you're a friend that I hated to lose, but you threw that away.

All those times that I hated him for coming into the picture

All those times that I said "All because he came and spoilt it"

It was all just distractions, just things I had to tell myself

Just the person I had to blame,

To keep me from facing the pain of the fact that you were the one who walked away

That the choice to leave was ultimately yours to make.

We've all done things we regret. And yes, I made mistakes too, for which I would always be sorry for

But the one thing that I can tell myself was that I fought for this friendship

The feeling just wasn't reciprocated.

S said "But so wad about the good memories. Doesn't make a difference anyways. She's still gone"

And I said "We need the good memories cuz one day, they would overshadow the bad and maybe we won't feel the pain anymore."

Is that really true? Cuz its been 2 years and everytime I think about how you threw your friends away

All of that pain juz comes back.

And no 4 year degree is ever gg to help to explain to me why I'm feeling this way for a person who juz had me as an option.

Someday, I'll believe in my own words.

That somehow when I think back on you

All that I would see will be good memories

But that someday's not today.

I miss you by Blink 182

Hate on Me, Hater

I'm so late in updating!
Ok so i went for psych camp.
The people were nice and all...but the language thing.
Argh..I hate to even get into it here.
Just wish me luck for the next 4 years.
Seriously, broken english/bad grammar and juz plain bad english annoys me.
Its unprofessional, especially for a major that requires you to SPEAK. And in english.
Geez i'm gg to die there. seriously.

Anyways i came to a realisation recently.
Alot of things have changed, and maybe part of me being home for the last 9 months did that.
Whatever the reason, I feel emotionally I've grown. Learn to see the bigger things in pictures.

1)
I realised what it meant to be a gf. And i'm not talking the kind who does everything for the bf blah blah. But the one who realises to keep her personal life out of public eye. Not for the sake of myself or him, but rather or the sake of everyone else who has to read it. People who know me, know what i'm talking about. As for Ganesh, thank you, for being eva so patient with everything. It is times when we don't meet or don't really have much time that i can step back and realise the kinda person you are. Its hard sometimes, to be on the same page with someone completely, but the fact that you bother to try to do it is realli amazing. And your complete honesty and trust in me, for your security in knowing that you know me and for always being my listening ear for everything. Don't eva change, not for anyone. Cuz the world needs guys like you. Hopefully you inspire a few.


p.s. There's no other guy that i would trust to get another girl's number;)


2)
I don't hate anyone. I don't even dislike anyone anymore. I think of every reason I had for disliking someone in the past. Thing is, I don't now. It a weird way I have to thank some people for opening my eyes up to this. The people who u put in such high regard have actually let me down, who disappointed me and I feel stupid to have put them in a pedestal when the person I was disliking deserved it alot more. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! So here's my apology to anyone whom I've eva put at arms length cuz of stupid reasons. They are all gone now. Specifically to Yoga and Sapthala actually. I know they both can't read this but i feel a reason to say it anyways. They are both terrific people, whom i was keeping a distance from cuz of stupid rumours when i should have not listened to any. Whatever happened in the past is forgetten and I can only hope that you would do the same. I only wish I gave you all the benefit of the doubt alot earlier. And to Sel, if i eva made you choose, in ANY way, between ure two sets of friends? I def sorry about that too. 


Oh and hopefully really try to start being nice to everyone. No matter wad. 


3)
I realised the people in my life who i actually tell things to. The thing is simple..if you bother to read my blog, then you bother about me. If you don't, then guess you don't care about me as much as you think you might. To the people in my life who bothered about me in anyway, you guys are my rock. I love you guys tons and no one can replace you guys. Deepa, thank you for showing me that.. i respect you immensely for your mature thought. 


4)
I have learnt to be happy. Hah, cliche as it sounds, I'm doing things i love. Except dancing, that one I miss almost too much. I'm happy to be learning something in music again... and I'm happy to be writing. To finally have the notion that i MIGHT be able to actually finally write, like i always wanted to. Baby steps.


5)
I made friends with the people SOME label as "not normal" or not typical. Its juz sad that some give them labels and names w/o getting to know them. Its part of the reason for my whole emotional outlook on life. I'm about to study psychology and I think I don't need 4 years of education to tell this: People, including myself, should stop judging people by how they look or seem. 

Eh, i'm ranting so much.
Haha, OH OH
and everytime i tell myself i shall not talk about hate
Someone does sth or says sth racist/ or wadever-ist.
Its juz sad to see that in the century where we are fighting for equal rights for homosexuals or transexuals or wadeva is the fight that we're in for, we continue to still hate in other aspects of our lives.
Try spreading the love more peeps.
We may be brown/white/black whatever but we bleed the same red blood.
Stop hatin'
And maybe we'll get something great out of it.
Peace.

- Hate on Me by Glee Cast-

Coldest Story Ever Told

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred.How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?


I love this quote from One Tree Hill. 


Honestly, this was juz to go along with my previous post. Hah. 


Nights dear readers:)


<3


-Heartless by Kris Allen-

Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)

Ppl who hate are just disgust me.
Grow up people.
21st century.


(Watch the whole thing though. the other parts are found on youtube as well. Louis Theroux, you ROCK.I'm surprised you didn't feel like killing them)

Same family on the Tyra Show.


The world will never be able to attain peace
As long as people like this are around.
Tainting children with the message of hate
Is adding fuel to the already strongly burning fire.

Whether or not, you are for or against controversial issues(and i'm talking about all of it), is completely up to you
No one can tell you to tolerate or not to tolerate such issues
And I respect everyone's personal choices
However, the one thing HUMANITY serves is recognising pain.
Whether or not you accept their lifestyle is secondary, but being able to recognise pain is the basic human emotion
And when you continue to do things like hate crimes, protests or anything that could potentially wound a person emotionally or physically, you lose that humanity.
"The moment we stop fighting for each other, that's the moment we lose our humanity" - Adrian Helmsley(2012)

Tolerate. Love.
Start from the basics
And stop the hate.


-Where is the love by Black Eyed Peas-

For awhile jump in my shoes

And once in awhile Singapore surprises us with great talent
(ok la, i'm abit biased but whateva.)
I honestly have to say i liked this album
"Take Two by Sezairi Sezali"

I honestly liked it!:)
Prob wouldn't say i LOVE all the songs but def a few that had be bopping along.
Anyways, enuf about the album.
Went NTU with tasseh today.
Poor girl, i dragged her around NTU cuz we had no idea where the med centre was or even where the finance office was
Damn, walked and walked through all those hilly paths
Sorry tasseh!
But i did make it up to her with some awesome Anderson's choc fondue. YUM!

I am having dance withdrawal symptoms
Dancing alone in my room is actually kinda sad.
i wanna dance again
BBCC! pls call us for the next performance
I miss Sitara:(

Watched Knight and Day with ganesh that day
Tom Cruise still got it
Have to admit, the guy looks hotter with age
Cameron Diaz has a hot bod', juz wouldn't say KILLER looks
she looked better coupla years ago
Aint that the case always?

OOH alittle seg-way here: I forgot to thank one more person for a bday gift cuz i didnt get it till after i wrote that entry. Anand: thank you so much for the gucci wallet!!(Tas, you are so so smart sometimes, the way you got out exactly which one i wanted and told him.) LOL but i appreciate the thought nonetheless!:)

i'm wearing g's ring.
DAMN
i miss my old one all over again
oh well, better than nth


I am hopelessly awaiting this movie. i LOVE the step up series.
"Some people learn to dance, others are born to"

"One move can bring people together

One move can make you believe like you're something more

One move can set a whole generation free"

Ah dance i miss you so!:(

-A woman and a Man by Sezairi Sezali(Feat. Sylvia Ratonel)-

Go shorty, it's your birthday

And 19th June was my 19th! wee!
Officially 19(jeez i'm getting old seriously)
Ok I had a FABULOUS time to i kinda have to break it down here

16th:
Met denise for a combined celeb(sorta?we celebrated with juz the 2 of us.) Which was hilarious.
Went suntec, had pepper lunch, which is still bloody awesome no matter how many times i eat it.
And the had frozen yoghurt at Red Mango. Which was pretty darn good.
Had fun with denise either way:)

18th:
Ok so i was supposed to meet G in the aftn. But sth came up apparently, said he had some camp stuff.
Then I met my girls, Tasseh and Poofie at Lakeside.
Took me to an awesome german restaurant!! HAD MY FAVE CHEESE FONDUE.
No seriously, that cheese fondue was DA BOMB.
Its like the germans invented cheese fondue.
I shall not say more. the pics speak for themselves

And of cos, it was a night of constant surprises. Went Clarke Quay after that, was surprised with the arrival of Sel, Jaya and Anand. And the ultimate one: G at mac. haha, i thought he wasn't gg to make it. Was a fabulous surprise

And of cos, we partied at Dreams. lols.Been awhile but hey, girl can't stay a goody-two-shoes always eh. Had fun with all of them, been awhile since we stayed out the night and had such a fabulous time. Breakfast with ganesh before i went back.

19th:(well technically the aftn)
Went for my first guitar lesson! which was so fun! haha. then met up with sel for Mr Prata where we had awesome prata and gossiped! Headed to Pasir Ris for Karthik's chalet after that. and omg, they surprised me with a cake. ok highly unexpected. but i had fun nonetheless. Then at night when I reached back, Denise came over to pass me my gift juz before my birthday ended. though it was still fun to crap around with her.

20th:

And juz when i thought the celebrations were over. Went Jp with my sis and dad to have a bday lunch. Technically post bday. But still. Collected the cookie cake my sis ordered for fathers' day and for my birthday. and went home to find a package from my two babes at the door. didn't even know there was another gift!

I had a fabulous birthday all in all. and I muz thank all the gorgeous souls who made my day and night the most memorable ones.OOH THE PRESENTS! aah i need to tell ppl thanks for the presents!:)




In absolutely no particular order:

Sel: For my charles&keith bag! (haha, can't believe you actually got it)
Tas/Van: For the awesome food(actually the entire birthday plan), for my tranny-ish looking monkey and the puzzle photo frame!
Ganesh: For the breakfast, the cake at the bbq, and my IPOD TOUCH!!:)
Denise: For the super duper cute looking ACTION! uss laptop bag and the damn damn sweet scrapbook!
Preethi: For the cookie cake, the coolest earphones and my thumbdrive:)
Rajen: For the earrings and chocolate!
My parents/uncles&aunts/grandparents: for the cash! and the birthday dinner/cake that came with it. hehe;)
Sanjay: For my guitar and for fixing it up for me!
Ganesh's friends@ the bbq(Karthik,Haresh,Divesh,Vicky,Sugnesh,Parthiban,Prabhu,Mona,Aparnaa,Sathish and a few others whose name I don't know): for the surprise cake!

 I wish i could say more. But i'm kinda lazy to describe details. Haha. but i had the most wonderful birthday that would be completely unforgettable for a long time so thank you to all for your wishes and for those of you  who can actually read this blog, know that you guys are super duper special and I love you guys so much!!:)

Spread the <3!

-In Da Club by 50 Cent-

You really think you have the balls

Ok so I actually have tons to update.
Today Mom and cousins and stuff went off to Eastern Europe.
And surprisingly i didn't feel any twinge of jealousy or guilt.
I'm actually really happy i'm not travelling. Wouldn't wanna miss my birthday here.
Family went by Emirates and i suddenly thought of Sel and how jealous she would be
Considering its like her life time dream to go on Emirates.

Tasseh's off too! she's in batam now but she'll be back soon.
Miss the clown alreadi.
Radz is leaving for Aussie on wed night. Take care babe! and study hard kays! New country= new leaf= chance to be anything you wanna be. but hey, be yourself:)

Dinner with my class gals on the 10th.
Well, technically it was juz claire,denise and fairuz.
But i had fun nonetheless. Was great catching up with them,
esp fairuz since i haven seen her since results!
OH OH. i joined a guitar class.
Playing the piano has always been sth i loved but i wanted to try sth new
and the guitar has been nagging me for awhile now, so i'm glad i took the next step to go join a class.
I'm excited! first class in on my birthday!

I'm a GLEEK now!!
Prob now of my fave songs from glee:) Matt Morrison has brought back old-school-cool and Mark Salling is juz awesome on Beth. SICK vocals!




I just spent an entire car ride with the one person i hate(ok, too strong. DISLIKE) more than anything in the world
I can't explain why. but my reason for the hatred transcends even speech. jeez.
GAU(No, i'm not saying his full name on my completely public blog)
Bleh.

4 DAYS PEOPLE!!!:) 


-I hate you by Slayer- (Yes, I said i wouldn't say hate. but heck.)

Just let the Music Play

H.A. Overstreet once said:


"I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights; and you have yours.  But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love, belong to all of us, in all times and in all places.  Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality."


And i agree with that:) 
Shall tell my reasons for saying wad i juz said once i have it confimed
But Viden,you will always be my baby and first love. MUACKS! 
I'll always love you :)


Viden Vallis is loved!!
I can't WAIT for Jayden though. Am so so so excited!!!


Anyways, my days have been pretty routine.
Geez i need to exercise more! Need to get into the best shape i can possibly be in by the time school starts. 
Did abit of shopping. Got my birthday top and stuff
I'm excited. Geering up for my birthday's never been so fun. 
Haha, the secrets are actually making me very excited.
And of cos, I have a bday list:) HAHA.



WISH LIST:
1) Charles and Keith Wallet
2) IPod Touch
3) Charles and Keith Red bag
4) Laptop Bag
5) Shoes
6) Clutch bag
7) Large gb thumbdrive
8) IPod Touch cover
9) Sustain pedal for Viden
10) To have Jayden all nice done up:) 
11) A blogskin


Yeah yeah, i'm superficial. whatever:)
Family's celebrating my birthday on the 13th.
Cuz Mom and all are gonna be gg Eastern Europe on Mon after that(Can i say jealous much?)


Ok so this is kinda random but i still feel like saying it.
The couples online. Seriously, GET A LIFE
we don't need to hear abt your love life on fb or anywhere 24/7
You love each other. WE GET IT.
Then shut up. 
Geez. 
Its funny how you think you know ppl and then they get into a rlshp and 
everything juz changes. 
Gosh, seriously??
And don't gimme this junk about first rlshp blah blah
Dude, I'm in one too. 
So here's the thing. Give a little thought to how single ppl out there or ppl who have juz gone thru a bad breakup feel when you expose your love life out there.
Its called personal life for a reason. 
You keep it P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L
21st Century Y'all. PDA ain't cool. 

-Don't Stop the Music by Rihanna-

Oh the flavour that you savour

Lee Dewyze won AI
Ok la, i'm abit late at updating the fact
so that makes him the 9th idol
Honestly I watch Idol finals like every year for the past 8 seasons.
But I couldn't be bothered with this one.
So bleh.
But then again Lee Dewyze reminds me alot of SS(Oops, I brought him up. But i shall still say it)
And I don't mean the whole glasses thing only. But also the whole musician thing.
But SS had a greater presence.

I'm glad Lee Dewyze won but thats juz because he's the lesser of two evils(No offence Crystal)

And now back to the present.
Watched Buffetlicious on CH5 today.
Some awesome places to check out!
PPL PPL
Do go to Lenas@Bugis Junction for an awesome
AWESOME dessert buffet
I think its only priced at 18.80 per per or sth.
HOW AWESOME!(OH OH but its only on Sun)
I wanna go there!
Some one take me there!!

My birthday's coming! i'm so excited!:)
G i wanna noe wad it says. I managed to guess the first part eh?
Lol, u owe me the next part!
You're such a nut but I love you, you hopeless romantic
thank you:)

I need good food.
I feel deprived :(

- Too much food by Jason Mraz - 

Years left behind us

And i'm back from Msia!
Fun fun times with great food,great company and the wonderful wonderful bed in the hotel.
Nth major but was definitely a well-needed break
And i fell in love with Krispy Kreme donuts
No seriously, the Iced Chocolate Glaze donuts are to DIE FOR
and i mean it.
DIE FOR!

Shyam's car got bumped by some idiot on the way back.
haiz. TRAFFIC.
Oh well, atleast no one got hurt.
I missed A's bday party! DAMN!
Such a spoiler. hahah.

You're leaving so damn fast girl.
Give me time to process this whole thing
I don't do change so easily so I hope you're happy there
It hasn't dawned on me that ure leaving
Juz always seemed so far away
Bt now that you talk about it
It seems like its tml.
so for now i'll pretend its not happening
cuz its hard knowing she's gonna be away.

-I'll never leave by Hady Mirza-

Can you tell me how?

Am I the only soul who think Katherine McPhee and Sarah Wayne Callies look a hell load alike????
HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE!!!
ok i'm being melodramatic but it does make me believe the whole 7-ppl-in-the-world-look-alike theory.

No seriously, they look so alike!!(its KM on the top and SWC below if you're wondering)

Oh Oh Oh!
Happy birthday to Anand today. Wee, 21 eh!
Happy birthday baby love:) *when its midnight*

-How by Katherine McPhee- (yes the title is awfully ironic)

Hotter than the sun of south in Spain

MET SEL TODAY!
about time missy
Bought A's stuff for his bday.
Got him quite loads of stuff actually.
Hope he likes it.

Ok I promised Sel that I won't go on and on abt S.S. anymore.
So i shall not.
JARED PADALECKI AND JENSEN ACKLES ARE SO FRIGGIN HOT!
seriously!!

These guys just fire up screens. Haiz. Brothers on set and real-life best friends. HOT stuff.

Ring ring you are still MIA:(
sad sad.

Ok so G's birthday is up as well. and yesh! he's off.
Lunch dinner? bleh, muz think and plan.
Sel was talking about future friendship plans and seriously this gal is hilarious


Selena says:
 oh and and we should buy houses near each other like how it is in desperate housewives

HAHA. oh sel sel sel. hahaha, sure can kays. You are loved man.
Ok since i don't realli have much to blog about I shall go watch supernatural!
Nights peeps!:)
<3!

- Fire Burning by Sean Kingston-

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

31st July! Yes! Can't wait to dance again
Depends on Poofie's timetable though.
Hope she's able to.

oh crap the y and the r on my laptop is gone. damn.

Met Poofie with Tas today
abt time! hahaha.
went west mall to have dinner
talked crapped as we always do
and anand was nice enuf to drop me home.
Thanks for the lift man:)

ok i noe i talk alot abt him
But he's talented! i like his original composition


Sezairi ure awesome!!:)

I wanna attend a halloween party.
Haven done one yet.
About time i shud
*I wanna go as Johnny Depp*
And my dear sis wants to go as a Nerd.
Yep. HAH!

Ok so I might not be a real "fan" of Justin Bieber but I do think he's kinda cute. Prob a future heartbreaker. Either way his songs, "Baby" is really infectious. So is this one, though he's just featuring.


ok i'm off to watch supernatural. Wee!
<3!
- I hope you dance by Lee Ann Womack-

You forgot about the ring.

I am so screwed.
Geez please please turn up in the next few days!!
PLEASE!!!
bleh, i've almost gotten used to it that now i feel so naked w/o it.
AARTHI YOU ARE SO STUPID! be more careful please.

3rd June! wee, SS is gonna be on Entertainment on 5.
Can't wait!

Ok so this is pretty amazing. Tabitha Nauser is representing ASIA(ASIA SEH!! not even singapore. Like omg!) haha, but yeah, she's awesome here and its great that she can represent Asia and show off her talents here:)




Why is twitter so popular when it does the same thing as fb? and technically, fb does more?
hmph. will nvr understand that. Oh well:)
<3


- Something you forgot by Lil' Wayne-

Is it really just another crush

Ok, its official.

i have a crush on SEZAIRI SEZALI:)

wee!

ooh that croony voice and that guitar playing skills.

and he's so cute. hahaha;)

Good mood ppl.

Shall not blog more and ruin it

Oh Airi:)  *swoon*

<3

-Crush by David Archuleta-

Whenever I want you, all I have to do is dream

I had a weird dream
But i shall get to that later.

Went to tekka with mom and tas today
Had awesome ghee thosai!! yumyum!
Went to see potential saree stuff for deepavali. Ok la, i found this white one that was real pretty.
Supposed to go Tas's house after that but we went jp to check out the Iron Ons first.
OOH we saw Renu and her mom. haha, fun la talking to them.
Her mom's so sweet.
Anyways, the chat was so long that we headed home and agreed to meet the next day instead.

Ok so i fell asleep at home at about 7 sth prob.
(Missed Sezairi Sezali's Class 95FM interview. DAMN.)
Ok so it goes like this.
Apparently G asks me to marry him(with an ugly ass ring btw G) HAHA.
Yeah i'm 19. WTH eh. anyways. thats not the weird part. I said yes apparently
And there's the whole junk abt my family having probs with it.
And guess whose in the hse. SEZAIRI. yep.
To shorten the story abit
I apparently start liking him(which I actually do now...hahah but its more fan-girly)
Yeah and we have a sorta "affair" you can call it?
Yeah so i'm a timer. Wad a bitch man. hahaha.
and then there are few other characters like Charles(JEEZ WHY!??), Tas/Sel/Van(who all think i'm bitchy for cheating btw.)
Oh god, that was the most drama-mama dream i eva had. seriously...like i woke up back at 11. so 4 hours of pure drama-ing. My gosh can i dream. TOUCHWOOD  la. hahah.

Weirdest part, the effects of that dream is still staying with me.
I noe its juz a dream.
But eva felt like everything in it was so real?
the characters and the storyline may have been weird and stuff... but the emotions were definitely real.
ee, i got some weird feeling now.
Ah sucks. oh well.
it'll go away.

- All I have to do is dream by Roy Orbison / Everly Brothers 












Yeah the 3 guys in my dream. DAMN! (charles?? SERiously?i have no taste man.)