Coldest Story Ever Told

Does this darkness have a name? This cruelty, this hatred.How did it find us? Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it? What happened to us? That we now send our children out into the world like we send young men to war, hoping for their safe return but knowing that some will be lost along the way. When did we lose our way? Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness. Does this darkness have a name? Is it your name?


I love this quote from One Tree Hill. 


Honestly, this was juz to go along with my previous post. Hah. 


Nights dear readers:)


<3


-Heartless by Kris Allen-

Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)

Ppl who hate are just disgust me.
Grow up people.
21st century.


(Watch the whole thing though. the other parts are found on youtube as well. Louis Theroux, you ROCK.I'm surprised you didn't feel like killing them)

Same family on the Tyra Show.


The world will never be able to attain peace
As long as people like this are around.
Tainting children with the message of hate
Is adding fuel to the already strongly burning fire.

Whether or not, you are for or against controversial issues(and i'm talking about all of it), is completely up to you
No one can tell you to tolerate or not to tolerate such issues
And I respect everyone's personal choices
However, the one thing HUMANITY serves is recognising pain.
Whether or not you accept their lifestyle is secondary, but being able to recognise pain is the basic human emotion
And when you continue to do things like hate crimes, protests or anything that could potentially wound a person emotionally or physically, you lose that humanity.
"The moment we stop fighting for each other, that's the moment we lose our humanity" - Adrian Helmsley(2012)

Tolerate. Love.
Start from the basics
And stop the hate.


-Where is the love by Black Eyed Peas-

For awhile jump in my shoes

And once in awhile Singapore surprises us with great talent
(ok la, i'm abit biased but whateva.)
I honestly have to say i liked this album
"Take Two by Sezairi Sezali"

I honestly liked it!:)
Prob wouldn't say i LOVE all the songs but def a few that had be bopping along.
Anyways, enuf about the album.
Went NTU with tasseh today.
Poor girl, i dragged her around NTU cuz we had no idea where the med centre was or even where the finance office was
Damn, walked and walked through all those hilly paths
Sorry tasseh!
But i did make it up to her with some awesome Anderson's choc fondue. YUM!

I am having dance withdrawal symptoms
Dancing alone in my room is actually kinda sad.
i wanna dance again
BBCC! pls call us for the next performance
I miss Sitara:(

Watched Knight and Day with ganesh that day
Tom Cruise still got it
Have to admit, the guy looks hotter with age
Cameron Diaz has a hot bod', juz wouldn't say KILLER looks
she looked better coupla years ago
Aint that the case always?

OOH alittle seg-way here: I forgot to thank one more person for a bday gift cuz i didnt get it till after i wrote that entry. Anand: thank you so much for the gucci wallet!!(Tas, you are so so smart sometimes, the way you got out exactly which one i wanted and told him.) LOL but i appreciate the thought nonetheless!:)

i'm wearing g's ring.
DAMN
i miss my old one all over again
oh well, better than nth


I am hopelessly awaiting this movie. i LOVE the step up series.
"Some people learn to dance, others are born to"

"One move can bring people together

One move can make you believe like you're something more

One move can set a whole generation free"

Ah dance i miss you so!:(

-A woman and a Man by Sezairi Sezali(Feat. Sylvia Ratonel)-

Go shorty, it's your birthday

And 19th June was my 19th! wee!
Officially 19(jeez i'm getting old seriously)
Ok I had a FABULOUS time to i kinda have to break it down here

16th:
Met denise for a combined celeb(sorta?we celebrated with juz the 2 of us.) Which was hilarious.
Went suntec, had pepper lunch, which is still bloody awesome no matter how many times i eat it.
And the had frozen yoghurt at Red Mango. Which was pretty darn good.
Had fun with denise either way:)

18th:
Ok so i was supposed to meet G in the aftn. But sth came up apparently, said he had some camp stuff.
Then I met my girls, Tasseh and Poofie at Lakeside.
Took me to an awesome german restaurant!! HAD MY FAVE CHEESE FONDUE.
No seriously, that cheese fondue was DA BOMB.
Its like the germans invented cheese fondue.
I shall not say more. the pics speak for themselves

And of cos, it was a night of constant surprises. Went Clarke Quay after that, was surprised with the arrival of Sel, Jaya and Anand. And the ultimate one: G at mac. haha, i thought he wasn't gg to make it. Was a fabulous surprise

And of cos, we partied at Dreams. lols.Been awhile but hey, girl can't stay a goody-two-shoes always eh. Had fun with all of them, been awhile since we stayed out the night and had such a fabulous time. Breakfast with ganesh before i went back.

19th:(well technically the aftn)
Went for my first guitar lesson! which was so fun! haha. then met up with sel for Mr Prata where we had awesome prata and gossiped! Headed to Pasir Ris for Karthik's chalet after that. and omg, they surprised me with a cake. ok highly unexpected. but i had fun nonetheless. Then at night when I reached back, Denise came over to pass me my gift juz before my birthday ended. though it was still fun to crap around with her.

20th:

And juz when i thought the celebrations were over. Went Jp with my sis and dad to have a bday lunch. Technically post bday. But still. Collected the cookie cake my sis ordered for fathers' day and for my birthday. and went home to find a package from my two babes at the door. didn't even know there was another gift!

I had a fabulous birthday all in all. and I muz thank all the gorgeous souls who made my day and night the most memorable ones.OOH THE PRESENTS! aah i need to tell ppl thanks for the presents!:)




In absolutely no particular order:

Sel: For my charles&keith bag! (haha, can't believe you actually got it)
Tas/Van: For the awesome food(actually the entire birthday plan), for my tranny-ish looking monkey and the puzzle photo frame!
Ganesh: For the breakfast, the cake at the bbq, and my IPOD TOUCH!!:)
Denise: For the super duper cute looking ACTION! uss laptop bag and the damn damn sweet scrapbook!
Preethi: For the cookie cake, the coolest earphones and my thumbdrive:)
Rajen: For the earrings and chocolate!
My parents/uncles&aunts/grandparents: for the cash! and the birthday dinner/cake that came with it. hehe;)
Sanjay: For my guitar and for fixing it up for me!
Ganesh's friends@ the bbq(Karthik,Haresh,Divesh,Vicky,Sugnesh,Parthiban,Prabhu,Mona,Aparnaa,Sathish and a few others whose name I don't know): for the surprise cake!

 I wish i could say more. But i'm kinda lazy to describe details. Haha. but i had the most wonderful birthday that would be completely unforgettable for a long time so thank you to all for your wishes and for those of you  who can actually read this blog, know that you guys are super duper special and I love you guys so much!!:)

Spread the <3!

-In Da Club by 50 Cent-

You really think you have the balls

Ok so I actually have tons to update.
Today Mom and cousins and stuff went off to Eastern Europe.
And surprisingly i didn't feel any twinge of jealousy or guilt.
I'm actually really happy i'm not travelling. Wouldn't wanna miss my birthday here.
Family went by Emirates and i suddenly thought of Sel and how jealous she would be
Considering its like her life time dream to go on Emirates.

Tasseh's off too! she's in batam now but she'll be back soon.
Miss the clown alreadi.
Radz is leaving for Aussie on wed night. Take care babe! and study hard kays! New country= new leaf= chance to be anything you wanna be. but hey, be yourself:)

Dinner with my class gals on the 10th.
Well, technically it was juz claire,denise and fairuz.
But i had fun nonetheless. Was great catching up with them,
esp fairuz since i haven seen her since results!
OH OH. i joined a guitar class.
Playing the piano has always been sth i loved but i wanted to try sth new
and the guitar has been nagging me for awhile now, so i'm glad i took the next step to go join a class.
I'm excited! first class in on my birthday!

I'm a GLEEK now!!
Prob now of my fave songs from glee:) Matt Morrison has brought back old-school-cool and Mark Salling is juz awesome on Beth. SICK vocals!




I just spent an entire car ride with the one person i hate(ok, too strong. DISLIKE) more than anything in the world
I can't explain why. but my reason for the hatred transcends even speech. jeez.
GAU(No, i'm not saying his full name on my completely public blog)
Bleh.

4 DAYS PEOPLE!!!:) 


-I hate you by Slayer- (Yes, I said i wouldn't say hate. but heck.)

Just let the Music Play

H.A. Overstreet once said:


"I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights; and you have yours.  But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love, belong to all of us, in all times and in all places.  Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality."


And i agree with that:) 
Shall tell my reasons for saying wad i juz said once i have it confimed
But Viden,you will always be my baby and first love. MUACKS! 
I'll always love you :)


Viden Vallis is loved!!
I can't WAIT for Jayden though. Am so so so excited!!!


Anyways, my days have been pretty routine.
Geez i need to exercise more! Need to get into the best shape i can possibly be in by the time school starts. 
Did abit of shopping. Got my birthday top and stuff
I'm excited. Geering up for my birthday's never been so fun. 
Haha, the secrets are actually making me very excited.
And of cos, I have a bday list:) HAHA.



WISH LIST:
1) Charles and Keith Wallet
2) IPod Touch
3) Charles and Keith Red bag
4) Laptop Bag
5) Shoes
6) Clutch bag
7) Large gb thumbdrive
8) IPod Touch cover
9) Sustain pedal for Viden
10) To have Jayden all nice done up:) 
11) A blogskin


Yeah yeah, i'm superficial. whatever:)
Family's celebrating my birthday on the 13th.
Cuz Mom and all are gonna be gg Eastern Europe on Mon after that(Can i say jealous much?)


Ok so this is kinda random but i still feel like saying it.
The couples online. Seriously, GET A LIFE
we don't need to hear abt your love life on fb or anywhere 24/7
You love each other. WE GET IT.
Then shut up. 
Geez. 
Its funny how you think you know ppl and then they get into a rlshp and 
everything juz changes. 
Gosh, seriously??
And don't gimme this junk about first rlshp blah blah
Dude, I'm in one too. 
So here's the thing. Give a little thought to how single ppl out there or ppl who have juz gone thru a bad breakup feel when you expose your love life out there.
Its called personal life for a reason. 
You keep it P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L
21st Century Y'all. PDA ain't cool. 

-Don't Stop the Music by Rihanna-

Oh the flavour that you savour

Lee Dewyze won AI
Ok la, i'm abit late at updating the fact
so that makes him the 9th idol
Honestly I watch Idol finals like every year for the past 8 seasons.
But I couldn't be bothered with this one.
So bleh.
But then again Lee Dewyze reminds me alot of SS(Oops, I brought him up. But i shall still say it)
And I don't mean the whole glasses thing only. But also the whole musician thing.
But SS had a greater presence.

I'm glad Lee Dewyze won but thats juz because he's the lesser of two evils(No offence Crystal)

And now back to the present.
Watched Buffetlicious on CH5 today.
Some awesome places to check out!
PPL PPL
Do go to Lenas@Bugis Junction for an awesome
AWESOME dessert buffet
I think its only priced at 18.80 per per or sth.
HOW AWESOME!(OH OH but its only on Sun)
I wanna go there!
Some one take me there!!

My birthday's coming! i'm so excited!:)
G i wanna noe wad it says. I managed to guess the first part eh?
Lol, u owe me the next part!
You're such a nut but I love you, you hopeless romantic
thank you:)

I need good food.
I feel deprived :(

- Too much food by Jason Mraz -